Confidence

I have always been self-conscious. Big eyes, spare tire tummy, muffin top, chubby cheeks, jiggly butt, flabby arms, and I can keep listing things that I have always been embarrassed about. 

I have always hidden from pictures. Standing at the back, offering to take the photo, or just opting out completely. Yes, I am the girl that will say "oh yall go ahead and take it with out me, I'm running to the bathroom really quick!" I would rather NOT remember what my body looks like at its worst. The memory is scorched in to my memory, no need to document it. Or worse, put it on social media for the entire world to laugh and mock me. I'm pretty sure that doesn't happen, or doesn't happen often, but regardless I am terrified of it. 

Joining plexus last year and posting my before and after photos that first week was probably one of the hardest things I have ever done. I know everyone supported me and encouraged me, but it was way outside of my comfort zone. I had no idea that that one little step would open a whole new world to me. 

Yesterday, I went with Johnnie and the girls to a birthday party and to meet his best friend. To say I was nervous was an understatement. I usually clam up and sit by myself and stare at my phone. I stepped out of my comfort zone and talked to people. I made friends, I think at least, and I put my phone up for the most part. I even joined in a group photo at the birthday party! I am very proud of myself to be honest. 

I know that being quiet won't get me anywhere in life. I know that hiding while people are making memories will only hold me back. I know that keeping to myself and not making friends won't grow my business. So this week, I am challenging myself to open up and talk to people about my business. I will succeed in many aspects of life by stepping out of my comfort zone. Making friends, joining in memories, and not clamming up. 

I know it is going to take work, but if I don't try I will never find my footing in life...